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Saturday, December 13, 2008

Rainy day!!!
wake up in the morning,feel so moody and msg Ruting.
coz dont really wanna stay at home but where can i go?
mum,him and her went out for international buffet, and yes i didnt go!
is she the one changing or me??????
a few days ago,they had some arguments/quarrel.
frankly, i feel happy! why? because finally we had our own personal time without him!!!!
Yes! I know I'm bad!!!!!!
after a few days, the argument ended. she's back to him.and I'm back to me.
and again I'm alone/left behind =((((
he has taken everything frm me including HER!!!!!!
fuck!!! I hate him!
i really miss those days without him!

His annual dinner next week,is she going???
she said to me that she'll decide.
lets see whether she's going.
to me 90percent shes going!!
she told me that weekday i accompany her but weekend will be his!
i dont really understand why????
everynight you'll msg him rather than talking to me!
is that really important to msg him
cant you feel that your daughter me is feeling sad!!!
can you care about me!!!!
i dont want to see his face anymore!!!! go away!!!
i dont want to stay with you!
dont please me why you are in a quarrel with her!
i wont help you because i hate you! okay!
you are the one who ram our relationship!
get out!
when is see you,i feel like punching your face!
because of you!!! fucker!!!!
damn!



very moody!!!!
helpless!!!
as what someone said "USELESS"
its true!
I'm useless!


Thanks to ruting for cheering me up =)